Your Money Motto Is: Money Feels Uncomfortable
You can be quite perfectionistic and have high expectations of yourself and others, which on the bright side, makes you quite capable of realizing your dreams because you put so much energy into being right. But you also never forget how money has impacted your world – unfortunately, mostly negatively. You are in a constant state of two energies: one that wants to be in control and possibly control others, and the other experiencing life like a child, very needy and unsure of yourself.
You may have grown up with messages that money is evil, dirty or bad, or that wealthy people are tyrants. And even if you come into a lot of money, you worry that it’s corrupting your life or you use it to control others. You can often live in a drama-filled world, with a lot of highs and lows, and struggle with their attachment to negative experiences.
You may also live in the past, often blaming your financial circumstances on others or external factors, and may have been abused, mentally or emotionally, as a child and have never really processed that pain and betrayal. You may now feel entitled and looking for what’s due you because of the suffering you’ve endured, or you may even take a passive-aggressive approach to money or use money to control or manipulate people. Even if you have everything you need or want, you may never feel comfortable or at peace with your lot in life.